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Thursday, September 29, 2005

Had my pol sci test today... sux man!!! 45 min test, i used 20 min to finish.. then i slack and watched the whole Lt scribbling away...

Anyay, I juz received the profile of a kid whom i adopted from Lesotho thru World Vision!!! now i no need to be pregnant and i can be mummy le~!!! yeah yeaa~~~ Jie's sharing the cost with mi, so we r parents~! hahaha....

After the test, li xiang and mi went to watch movie, we bought the tix for "Dukes of Hazards" but like 10 mins into the show, we deicided to watch jackie's show.. so i went out of the theatre to check which theatre shows the myth.. Then got two workers standing out there so i gotta act as if i got lost after getting out of the toilet! haha.. 5 mins later, we quickly slipped into the other theatre.. Wahahah~~ it's so much more better lo!! anway, like this not cheating rite? cos both shows start at the same time ma..

Happy birthday joy joy and mei mei!!!~~~~

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
9:48 PM

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Friday, September 23, 2005

I spent 7 hours doing a single response paper for political science.. I feel as though i dun have any brain cells left.. It's seriously tough man, but wat i did was the easiest one. i need to do two more.. Damn..

It's so diff to comprehend everything and trying to put my thoughts into nice perfect sentences.. And i'm not sure wat's required.. Like in the past, the teachers spoon-fed u, they taught u wateva they expect of u.. so that everyone can get perfect grades.. But now, there are so many uncertainties, so much of independent studying.. Argh!!! i think i need quite a while to get used to it..

After i'm done, i'm like not sure if i got it correct.. whether i've done enough, whether i got wat the teacher wants.. ARGH!!!! and i got a couple more days to do one more, then i gotta embark on a long and tong ku journey to study for my political science test.. i'm quite sure i wun understand anything..

i hereby declare... I HATE POLITICAL SCIENCE!!!!!

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
11:04 PM

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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Argh!! I'm feeling so bored!! i wanna go out and play!!!!=(

Sianz.. planning on meteing so many ppl, but in the end, did not even met one.. =( that's how i'm going to spend my hols, slacking at home...

Haiz.. haiz.. haiz..

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
10:43 PM

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Monday, September 19, 2005

Three of us at Party World, Orchard

It's Joy Joy's birthday!! Make a wish.. Make a wish..

Joy Joy and Me~

Gene And Joy

Say hello to Chang'er~~ HELLO!! *Waves madly*

Woah~~ Shooting stars, where's jerry?*pout* i want him to pei mi see liu xing yu.. (btw, tt's my hand!haha..)

Time to go home lo!! One last pic!

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
2:03 PM

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Sunday, September 18, 2005

Juz got back home from meetin Joy and Gene.. As usual, i had lots of fun.. I've always found the frenship between us special.. She got to know him thru writing on tabletops.. and i got to noe him thru her, lines between frenship were crossed n things were straightened out.. Then we started to meet up occassionally.. Like maybe 2-3 times in a yr, but each meeting is full of fun and without awkwardness(haha.. i dunno if there's such a word).

But this time round, instead of juz feeling happy, there's this sense of unease..Haiz..

I found out tt both of them r smoking.. ok.. it may seem like no big deal.. but.. it bothered mi.. I suspected tt Joy smokes, but i thought tt it's juz tt she's tryin to "blend in" with her frens..but she told mi tt she've always nv kicked this habit.. A person doing nursing diploma smoking is like a police stealing things.. haiz.. she should noe bout the consequences clearer than i do.. but y then? it actually hurts to see her light up in front of mi, maybe cos i care too much for her.. haiz..

And Gene.. i have always had this good impression of him.. Nice guy, sensitive, artistic..But after i found out he smokes.. the good image he left in my heart is all gone..

Well, i dunno wat reasons they have to picked up smoking and i'm not against smokers or wat.. But.. it juz hurts mi, it juz pains mi to see ppl i really care smoke, it's like seeing them commiting suicide slowly.. Y muz they do tis? when they noe fully well wat r the consequences.. y do ppl choose to learn the hard way.. y muz it be that they choose to kick this habit after they have medical problems.. haiz..

And i feel so useless.. Being a fren and not doing anything, juz standing away, looking at them smoke, not saying anything.. maybe i've become more of a coward, maybe i dun wanna spoil the mood, or maybe i give up.. it's their freaking life, they have to be responsible for their health..Damn! i hope the govt ban smoking in all bloody places.. or impose tax till it's like 50 bucks for a stick, maybe then they'll stop.. maybe i should volunteer at sum anti-smoking campaign..

I HATE THE PERSON WHOM INVENTED CIGARETTES!!!!!!!

I'm feeling so down, i dun even wanna blog the details of what we did today.. Basically juz went party world, caught a movie, and played sum candles..

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
11:13 PM

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

WOHOO~~~!!!! it's mid-sem break!! the long awaited break from all suffocating sch and the piled-up readings.. Hmm.. i should start to clear my readings though cos of all those bloody tests after the break..=( Heck la! For now i shall have fun first!!

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
7:05 PM

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Thursday, September 08, 2005

Yipee~~~ today is thurs~!!! lalalal.. wahaha.. tml no lesson!! yipe yeah yeah!!! today last lect is PS, forgot to bring notes.. argh!! i printed but nv bring!!! *forgetful* so i slacked and got excited bout finishing the lesson.. haha..

Hmm.. tml go Malaysia.. then i cannot go see JJ.. *sad* was excited bout seeing him leh..then summore 3 days of not seeing you..=(

hmm.. seems liek it has been sum time since we went back to m'sia.. suddenly reminds mi bout tt time i bluff mark tt i gg to m'sia cos in the end i decided to go for arts camp.. haha..

Well well.. 3 days of freedom.. happy happy =D hehez...
but nx thurs got test.. sianz..

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
9:23 PM

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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

I think i'm supposed to be doing my tutorial now.. but so sian lei..=P

Haiz.. spent my weekend trying to go thru pol sci course pack, so as to understand the tutorial ytd.. but wth.. the teacher jumped off to another topic.. he got no organizational skill de lo, juz say wateva he wanted to say in the end i catch no ball and doze off..

ytd got my first 6 hours straight lesson day.. hmm.. i slacked in econs lecture, dozed off in both tutorials.. haha.. and i dun understand chi tutorial.. heng i nv major in tt ah..

And i got my laptop!!!! Wee~~ so happy.. haha.. And i discovered how to bluetooth files back and fro from my comp to my hp le.. wow.. technology amazes mi.. haha..

Last 2 weeks my life was in the dumps.. i juz felt as though no one rem mi, no one cared.. it's like this kind of feelings sux lo.. everyone moved on with their life, everyone is busy with some things or other.. luckily i got you by my side.. and thankz for being there.. lending mi ur shoulders to cry on =P

But this week, it's as though miraculously everyone rem mi.. everyone is starting to ask mi out.. juz when i finally decided to be alone, to live with it.. everyone started to rem mi..

Basically, uni life sux la huh.. so many readings, so many things to do.. no frens cos it's so hard to make frens.. luckily got li xiang.. or else life will be worse.. hopefully things will change when my cca starts..

off to do tutorial le.. later still got tuition..*sianz*

[x] im not perfect either ((://*
9:30 AM

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